Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Day two done, on to day three

So far, I am exhausted, but it seems I have a cold as well, so I am not really surprised.

I got my second shot yesterday morning and this morning went for my second set of blood tests. IY"H (God willing) I will have the results from todays blood tests tomorrow morning. I am a bit nervous, but mostly tired and praying. I want the results to be useful and accurate, no matter what they are. I would like to know with clarity what we should be doing for treatment now.

Wouldn't it be nice if we always had clarity in life? If we knew what was for our best? I have always joked that my kids came without their instruction manuals and forgot to read the "what to expect" books. Really, I would like a comprehensive manual for my life, not just for parenting. Most worry is just not knowing what is next. Once I have answers I can settle down and know it is right and proceed. It is uncertainty that is difficult.

1 comment:

  1. That makes sense - you put it into words very well. We can do with even the hard stuff - it's the uncertainty that kills us!!

    Sigh...
    Hugs
    Deena

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