Monday, October 11, 2010

So now...

as if my week wasn't exciting enough, I don't feel well. My throat is really sore and my calcium is definitely low.

The good thing is, I am seeing my ENT tomorrow. I spent last winter on prophylactic antibiotics for strep and I wonder if he will want me to do the same this winter. Being sick is really hard on my body. It throws it more out of wack than normal and lowers my calcium and raises my phosphorus quickly.

I was feeling relatively okay when I stayed home and didn't try to do much this morning, but my trip to see my friends was too much. I feel like a dirty dish rag now.

I have to be up and out early to get to the lab for blood work and then the hospital tomorrow. I hope I am able to sleep some tonight. I need to be coherent tomorrow.

Feeling this worn out makes it hard to smile on the inside. My outside may still look fine, but I am crumbling where no one can see.

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